Week 4: Roller Coaster Ride

 

What a week it has been!  I had an enormous crisis of confidence and my belief in myself earlier in the week.  I felt as if I was struggling with everything in my life, everything from my business, to just keeping up with the MKMMA homework.  My subby was slapping me around to see if I was really serious about my growth.  A real pendulum swing and very destabilizing.  Some things we just have to ride out!!!  I even had a moment of wanting to quit, except that I would have never forgiven myself, and it was just a fleeting moment, at a very low point, which I found horrifying.

It has come full circle.  Today was a magnificent day.  We had a Home and Leisure Show here and I decided on the spur of the moment, to attend.  I made some extraordinary connections and caught up with other like minded people and made some incredible business contacts.

I have been listening to Wayne Dyer’s “How to be a No Limit Person” in my car.  He was talking about the “I”, the part of us that never dies.  It was linking so beautifully to The Master Key System, The Greatest Salesman and Think and Grow Rich.  The connections go far beyond the material we are studying, I am finding them cropping up everywhere.

It is now onward and upward.  Things always turn out for the best.  Why, even tonight I had to present on a training webinar for our team and as I was setting up, my Adobe crashed but, thankfully, I had time to recover everything before it started and it all went without a hitch.

I am so looking forward to what next week may bring.

 

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Week 3: Settling into the Rhythmn

I seem to be settling into the rhythm with the programme.  It seems natural to do what is required 3 times a day, even if it mean getting into bed at 1:30am.  I have been running down to Brisbane every second day, 5 times.  It is lucky it is just under 2 hours away but I feel fantastic on only 4 hours sleep a couple of nights.

My DMP and big goal has me very energized in my business.  There is a lot happening at the moment, a lot of excitement.  I feel as if the timing of MKMMA with our conference has really elevated my expectations of what is possible for me and my organization, and my expectations of myself.

“As the words of the scrolls are consumed by my mysterious mind I begin to awake, each morning, with a vitality I have never known before.  My vigour increases, my enthusiasm rises…”

I am beginning to see this in my life.  Fantastic!!!!!!

Week 2: I did it and I survived!!!!!!!!!!

 

I was so concerned about how I would manage during Week 1, being away most of the week, on conference. Dinners each night, business occasions or pleasure, great fun but way out of routine, not that routine is my strong point.

First night, sitting up in my niece’s lovely apartment, finishing off with the sit – CRACK!!!!!!!!! Ow! My head slammed back against the wall as I dozed off. CRACK!!!!!!!!! Double Ow!! (Note to self – make sure the head is supported during sit, so as not to cause injury) Surely putting my head back to a normal angle wouldn’t be called a movement and starting all over. It probably would, but too exhausted to start over, to repeat the whole thing again.

Week 1, I hardly slept, the old blueprint making its presence felt, with my old galloping insomnia pattern or maybe so excited about MKMMA and Conference, being invited to the special dinner for the first time after achieving a very exciting promotion since the last conference and public acknowledgement that I am, at last, on the path to living my dreams! Heady stuff!!!

It is amazing how natural the process is becoming, how enjoyable and how logical it all seems. Still needs discipline but, why, oh why didn’t I know this 40 odd years ago.

All the years I have tried to beat my conscious mind into submission with new plans and habits, failing miserably, accompanied by the crazy monkey in my head. How much more elegant and effective to work on the “mysterious source that never sleeps”. How blessed are we to have this amazing opportunity.

The most effective way to change the world is to change your own world, the world within. We are certainly on a mission with so many like minds doing just that. Thank you.

 

 

 

Week 1 A Newborn Foal

I feel like a newborn foal trying to find its feet as I embark on this exciting journey.

Looking back to the days when I first discovered goal setting, wanting to write goals but not, for fear of not doing it “right”.  (Sorry Davene)  How things have changed, but it is as if I have just peeked through the window of what my life could be, not even peered through a crack in the door and I am overcome with excitement.

The biggest challenge has been working out how to keep up with 3 X daily activities whilst at our company’s conference, leaving home just 2 days after the start of MKMMA.

Just writing this is huge for me.  I was always the kid at school who would jump through hoops to avoid any writing homework, or leave it til the very last minute.

I would love to be able to sleep again!!!  I think it is my subbie trying to slap me around!  Have hardly slept since the night before we started!!!!!!  Another trick was restless legs the first time I did my sitting, and an ant took a liking to my leg!  I exhibited great self control.

The theme running through my mind for the last few months has been Habits Make or Break Us.  I have tried to replace my old non-supportive habits with more appropriate ones and things go OK for a week or so, and then back I slide, almost without being conscious that it has happened, the subbie again, making by act in ways I don’t choose to.  I did read the Greatest Salesman years ago and followed the plan, for a week or so and then drifted back into same old, same old.  It fills me with such joy to know that this time I will absolutely overcome those old habits and become a slave to new ones, of my own choosing.

I am so overjoyed to be on this journey with you all and can’t wait to get to know you all better.  My undying gratitude for the opportunity.